What if I was never meant to fit into the idea of "ideal"?
I don't want a busy life. I'm not interested in what's referred to as "the hustle." I hate hearing the phrase "you know how it is." The answer is NO! No, I don't. I've never understood the feeling that you constantly have to be on the go and always doing. I physically can't and mentally won't. When life gets too busy I reach a saturation point and will withdrawal from everything! I become angry and less tolerant of people, noise, and places. Busy isn't good for me and what's more is I find it maddening when I ask someone how they are and I get the pat answer "busy" or my other favorite "crazy busy." Either of which is followed by "you know how it is." No. I don't. I've made the choice not to live like that. To be quite honest, when you tell me about your "saturated" or "busy" life, it all sounds like complaining. It sounds like you're letting your lif